MIXED FEELINGS

jeg er i den situation at jeg tror jeg er lidt in love. eller nej, det er jeg faktisk.

men.. han vil ikke have mig. og forresten tror han heller ikke på at jeg er vild med ham.

men nu har jeg taget andre midler i brug, for at overbevise ham om at jeg mener det. lige meget hvorvidt han vil have mig eller ej, er det bare vigtigt for mig at jeg får ham til at forstå at jeg mener hvad jeg siger.

så jeg har valgt at 'sige det med blomster'. (kliché, i know) men det var lige den mulighed jeg havde.

ps. tak, kol, for at du lige havde lagt denne her sang op på din blogis. og undskyld kol. :D (don't worry. vi skal ikke til hong kong, endnu)

NU SKRIDER JEG

jeg er træt af dk. så farvel. 

(michella tora tager forresten med)

yay.

I'VE MISSED YOU

GOODBYE MY LOVER

r.i.p. elskede iphone. 

hvad nu?

MARS

jeg har aldrig rigtig været vild med bruno mars. men denne her sang er virkelig utrolig.

ps. så er han jo egenlig ret flot.

LIPSTICK

TO BE HONEST3

..så har jeg nu set begge videoer igennem.. mange mange gange.

og det gør stadig ondt i mit hjerte, at se den lille dreng være så ked af det. 

når jeg så sidder og ser på den nyeste video, hvor han ser glad ud, samles mit hjerte lidt igen. det gør mig glad at han har fået det bedre. 

jeg kan til gengæld blive ubeskriveligt sur over alle den dårlige video response der kommer på hans video, hvor folk simpelthen sviner ham til og siger han er en fucking fagget og en løgner. hvilket han jo ikke er. eller det vides selfølgeligt ikke, men han indrømmer på intet tidspunkt at han lyver. 

hvis det så skulle komme så vidt at det er en fake historie han kommer med, så kommer er der jo stadig et budskab bag videoen han har lagt ud, som jo åbenlyst er at mobning af alle grader burde stoppes. 

jeg ved ikke hvad jeg mere skal sige om det, andet end jeg elsker jonah mowry for at fortælle sin historie, ligemeget om det er for real eller fake. i do believe him.

and to all them haters... go fuck yourself.

TO BE HONEST2

TO BE HONEST

..så er jeg grædefærdig.

TYVSTJÅLET

(x) stolen this list from someone
(x) smoked a cigarette
(  ) smoked a cigar
(x) been drunk
(x) been in love
(x) been dumped
(x) dumped someone
(x) been fired
(  ) been in a fist fight
(  ) run away from home
(x) had feelings for someone that didn't feel the same
(  ) been arrested
(x) been on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(  ) been in love with a teacher
(x) cut classes
(  ) slept with a co-worker
(  ) seen someone die
(  ) been in love with an internet-buddy
(  ) been to Canada
(  ) been to Mexico
(x) been riding an air plane
(  ) thrown up in a bar (or at least just outside...)
(  ) seen a part of yourself on fire
(x) eaten sushi
(  ) been snowboarding
(  ) been crowdsurfing during a concert
(  ) been in a violent relationship
(x) taken pain killers
(x) love or miss someone at the moment
(x) been lying on your back, watching the clouds pass by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea-party
(x) built a sand castle
(x) jumped in a pool of water
(x) been dressed up
(  ) jumped in a heap of leaves
(x) been riding a sledge
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been alone
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
(  ) used a false ID
(x) watched a sunrise
(  ) been in an earthquake
(  ) touched a snake
(x) slept under the stars
(x) been tickled
(  ) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(  ) taken care of a deer/goat
(  ) won a competition
(x) walked against red lights at a crossing
(  ) been expelled from school
(x) been in a car crash
(x) had cramps
(x) felt rejected
(x) eaten a whole box of ice cream in just one night
(x) danced in the moon light
(x) hated your looks
(  ) witnessed a crime
(x) questioned your heart
(  ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) walked barefoot through mud and pressed it between your toes
(x) been lost
(  ) been at the other side of the contry
(  ) been swiming in the ocean
(x) felt as if you were dying
(  ) cried yourself to sleep
(  ) played police and robber
(x) been singing karaoke
(x) payed for food with coins only
(x) done something to yourself that you shouldn't have
(x) caught a snowflake upon your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter for santa
(x) watched the sunset with someone that you care about
(x) blown soap bubbles
(x) made a fire at a beach (nope, a field)
(  ) ruined a party
(  ) riding inlines
(x) gotten a wish to come true
(x) been wearing pearls
(  ) jumped from a bridge
(x) eaten dog/cat food
(  ) told a stranger that you love him/her
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) been singing in the shower
(x) worn a black dress
(  ) dreamed that you married someone
(x) glued your hand onto something
(  ) got your tounge stucked in metal
(x) kissed a fish
(  ) been a cheerleader
(x) been sitting on a roof
(x) been screaming until you couldn't breathe
(  ) built a cart
(  ) been on the phone for more than six hours
(x) been up all night
(x) not been showering for a week
(x) picked an apple right from the tree and eaten it
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree hut
(x) are afraid to watch horror movies by yourself
(  ) believe in ghosts
(x) been wearing ugly/different clothes just to see what others are saying
(  ) pretended to be a chicken
(x) been pushed into a swiming pool with your clothes on
(x) been told by a stranger that you're hot.
(  ) broken a bone
(  ) caught a fish and eaten it
(x) caught a butterfly
(  ) laughed until you cried
(  ) cried until you laughed
(x) cheated in a test
(x ) had a Britney Spears-CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked